I’m here with a more personal post todaaaaay! I realised how boring my blog was and how much I disliked it because it was so bland. From now on, I’m literally just gonna put whatever I want up here – albeit some things that should just be left alone with me, things I try not to think about too often.
No talking about that. (I actually have a separate blog for if I really need to talk.)
But this means that I’ll be able to think of more posts (YES!) because I don’t have to limit myself to staying professional and only blogging about books. (Coming up with post ideas is HARD.)
Anywaaaaays – I’ll be talking about some of my biggest dreams todaaaaay!
To be Free
I really can’t wait for the day that I can just chill, do whatever I want and when I want.
I can travel, volunteer, or stay in bed.
I would probably travel lots. Spontaneously. Just pack my bags and goooooooo to wherever.
I’ll probably talk about it in another post but I’m someone who hates to be told what to do. I absolutely hate it. I like my freedom. I get that some rules are in place for reasons and I like them rules: but sometimes I wish things were like the olden days where rules and regulation were less of a thing and I could roam free.
To be Happy and at Peace a.k.a Content
This sort of ties in with my previous heading, but I want to be content with my life. I don’t wanna be chasing after crap everyone else is. Just let me do my own thing.
I don’t want to think about work, about money or about social affairs. (It’s weird because I’m really interested in politics and world news, but sometimes I get so tired of it because I know that peace will never actually be a thing.)
One day, I want to be able to be free to paint whenever I want. All day. Everyday. Whenever.
And I don’t ever want to be unhappy with what I have.
Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said,
“Never will I leave you;
never will I forsake you.”
– Hebrews 13:5
To own a Forest in my Back Garden
Yep. you read that right.
It seems really weird and sorta sticks out compared to my previous two. But hey. It’s true. And I mean literally.
I seriously hope to one day own a house with a garden big enough to grow my own forest. I don’t mean like, 5, 10 to even 20 trees. I want woodlands that span 10 acres. Maybe even get deers in.
I don’t want to visit national parks. (Dude. Parking charges.)
I hate rules. I want my own forest to get lost in. Trees to climb. Eat berries off bushes I’d grow. I don’t want to share. (I hate doing that.) I don’t wanna go to a national park and see all them families with screaming kids that litter. I want my own forest that I could just escape to whenever I want. make a fire in the middle of the forest if I’m cold and I decided to stay the night. I ain’t having litter and I ain’t having people in it. Unless I like you. In which case you’re free to roam but it ain’t my fault if you get lost.
But if I was honest with myself, i don’t know how I’d achieve this. That much land would be crazy expensive. Growing a forest would take ages.
But the idea of doing this makes me crazy excited. If I were to be married by the time I get to do this, then we could camp out there with nothing in summer. No tents. No sleeping bags. No planning. Just get up and be like, “Let’s sleep out.”
Get deers. Attract wild animals. Somehow dig a stream.
This kinda place would have to be very far out of the city. Which means…?
NO LIGHT POLLUTION. STARS. NO PEOPLE. NO NOISE.
This is probably my biggest dream, other than to travel (?) But I’d happily to burn all my money on a forest. I don’t know how I’d achieve this. But I’m really hoping I do.
Anyways, these are my biggest dreams and I really do hope to accomplish them one day. What about you? What are your dreams?